I apologize for the lack of updates. This post is in regards to those of you asking “Why have updates trickled to an almost stop?
I have had so much going on irl (did I really just use that term?). I’ve also been deciding if I want to keep this tumblr going or not.
I still love the music this band puts out, but I’m not sure I agree with the presence this band has anymore. Maybe I’m just getting older, and have grown out of the band. Who knows? I’m just not sure I agree with the message I feel they are sending to fans these days. The band has changed and that’s okay (haha get it?). I just don’t feel connected anymore to their message, I guess.
I just keep thinking back to the album, Pretty. Odd. The feeling from that summer that I would get when I would listen to the album. The feeling that everything would be alright, because I had friends who loved me and an album that just seemed to “get me”. Every song on that album struck a place in my heart. I felt like there was such a love for the fans during that time and that there was a connection between us all that was based in positivity and an uplifting feeling that we got from that album when it was played live. I don’t get that feeling anymore from them live.
I in no way mean for this to be a negative post. I just wanted to type out how I’m feeling on this rainy Sunday afternoon, I guess. This band has given me so much through gained friendships and music to go to when I need a pick me up, but maybe it’s time to say goodbye!
If I choose not to come back to this tumblr, I just wanted to say thank you to all of you guys for being the best followers a girl could ask for! <3
-Nicole
